our own way: getting out of it

what wants to be known - will be shown to you on the path you're already on{{lessons learned from Reading: wisdom from life as an intuitive reader.  Everyone is my teacher.  second in a series.}}

~~ This post was first published July 2012 with the title “Your Own Way: How to Get Out of It” ~  bringin’ it back here because wisdom from Mom is timeless!~~



Back when I was a green-newbie at the whole “doing intuitive work for other people” thing, [*cough* twentyoddsomethingyears ago] my mother told me something I now know would be one of the most useful instructions I would ever receive in my life:

“… just remember to get out of – stay out of – your own way.”

Instinctively, I got it:

I had already had the felt experience of being compelled to say certain things whenever I was working with someone, when I’d known from a place of calm what wanted to be said (though often it made little sense to me, personally!) When I followed that “compelled to say” feeling, it was always right on the mark. Made perfect sense to them. Bingo!


Intellectually, though, I’d mess it up:

At times I’d feel “compelled to say” something, then hesitate a beat too long – and those logical left-brain know-it-alls (dear things!) would rush in to edit, to make it “sound better.” And.. it would go flat, and the simple and patient bit of truth that was finding its way to flow in would, instead, flow on by. (“bye-bye!”)

To be sure, I had a perfect classroom of sorts. Nothing like immediate feedback from another person to show me – over and over again- that the calm/knowing feeling that accompanied some odd-sounding ideas was the wanted feeling. The helpful, useful, right feeling. Delicioso.

And that feedback showed me, too, that the impulse to override or think I “knew better” from a place of intellect was, while not necessarily being a wrong feeling, tinged with urgency and reactiveness and not even a bit delicious.

As I learned to notice these two distinct states – calm/knowing vs. reactive impulse – as they occurred, I realized I could choose which way to go each time. Toward “delicious,” of course!

Making the choice to follow calm/knowing is ~ us, staying out of our own way.


{{upcoming topics: why it can be a good sign when we don’t take our own advice (!), and getting feedback when you’re the only one you have to ‘practice on’}}

this Fortune: needs a bigger cookie

Wheel of Fortune. the Chance belongs to You.

are you ready? what you’ve been wanting, and the changes that bring it, have arrived.  

The time to  accept that chance would be Now.

X. FORTUNE. Wheel of Fortune.

good news: this ain’t “the fates”!

You’ve got this.. it’s been in your hands all along.

(forget what you’ve been told!)

You placed all on the wheel, yourself ~

however it lands, is a path of your choosing.

“bespoke.” (wink!) just for you.

direction.. a turning toward the as-yet-unknown.

a caveat: you may not recall putting it on there.

hope you like surprises! let them be “delicious”.

another in the “touchstones series”

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 © Kathleen McGloin 2014-2015  jujuhelpdesk.com

how to become an un-believer.

Yesterday I was watching a rerun of an old favorite TV show (to be revealed later so as not to distract from our topic) and was really caught by this scene: our heroine, wanting a moment’s relief from knowing the emotionally gut-wrenching consequences of her duties, looks to her mentor – her “Watcher” – and says, “lie to me.”

He obliges, saying something to the effect of “the heroes will always be good and true, the bad ones always all bad, and it will always be easy to know the right thing to do.”

Of course, we know better, right? It’s never that clear-cut, never that black-and-white.

Which is, actually, great news.

Because my point here is not about ‘all good’ or ‘all bad’ – it’s about the Lie.

In our example, the “lies” he tells her are actually pretty good stuff. Stuff she really wants to believe. Because the Lie that won’t let go of her, the one she does believe – that painful darkness is always lurking and will never end – is dreadful. Paralyzing. Keeps her from going forward.

Until we’ve dissolved through all those silly repeating habitual beliefs about ourselves and our lives that we picked up and accepted along the way, we are in the thrall of the Lie, and we will keep coming right back to it (or them, since there’s usually more than one running simultaneously in the background, like faulty programming.)

A return visit to the big L is promised every time – here’s the surprising part – whenever we consciously choose not to believe it. When we first choose to be an un-believer.

Stay with me here, solid ground is up ahead.

Try this: imagine you’ve had a creative breakthrough, all joy and in-the-flow and “a-ha!” It can be about something you do or something you want to share, an idea or a concept. Just get the feeling of it.

Now, fast forward to that instant – and I know you know what I’m talking about – where doubt starts, where joy leaves, and perhaps (big sign here) you have to start asking everyone else what they think about your idea, and “isn’t it wonderful?” Wasn’t it?

What you’ve just experienced is the Lie (in this case, a common one about worthiness and your own personal joys, the lie being that you cannot have either.) In the moment you allowed everything good to come forth, unimpeded, you were un-believing the Lie.

But, since we’ve conditioned ourselves – and primitive aspects of our brains are wired – to give more attention to “what-can-go-wrong?” (years of practice, I tell you!) we let the Lie ooze back in, sure our high flight could only result in a long fall.

Get a nice easy calm breath and go back to that feeling of “ahhh!” that came with your good moment, there’s just no reason to stay away from it any longer. We’re about to feel a whole lot better… because there’s a simple – maybe not easy, but simple – way to release the hold of the Lie. Dissipate it, gently, and recycle its energy back to the universe.

We make friends with it.

We hold a mirror up to see into our blind spot, where it’s been sitting, and say “what is your name? what do you go by?” Give it a minute (or two, since it’ll need to get past the shock of being noticed, possibly for the first time.) It may have a common name, such as unworthiness or uncertainty. If you’re up to it, stick around for its other – specific – names, the ones known only to you.

There. That’s all for now. What comes next will begin to unfold all on its own: your new ally will, in return for being noticed, begin to reveal why it is there and what it has to teach you. Little insights, and maybe big epiphanies. The little kernel of truth that exists within it – the one that allowed you to believe in it to begin with – will come to light.

Just as darkness, rather than being the opposite of light, is a lack of light; a Lie, rather than being the opposite of Truth, is a lack of Truth. There is always a bit of each contained in the other.

And since a belief is just a thought or an idea we stick with, over and over, until we feel like it’s real, it can always be changed. We feel ‘ick’ in the first place because we have to work very hard to believe things that just don’t feel right to us, that contradict what we know to be true. It is just as easy – and feels so much better – to believe thoughts and ideas that ring true to ourselves. (Not to some unnamed ‘other’. Ourselves.)

So when we’re stopped cold by the Lie that says “we’re not worthy” we can say: “except sometimes we are.” Let that little voice that just sang “hooray!” be heard – and learn to listen for it, too.

When we’re trying so hard to believe the ‘good’ lies but are skeptical because of the “always” part – “the heroes are always good and true” – we can make it possible to erode away skepticism by allowing that, just maybe, “the heroes are always good and true… except when they’re not.” Feels more real. Oh, and human, too. (“hooray!”)

When our heroine believes the Lie that “it will always be hard” – she can soften it by remembering “except when it’s not.” (“hooray!”)

When we start to un-believe, something interesting happens, seemingly all on its own: the very forces that held the Lies in place – in our blind spots, until we noticed them – will be the forces that release them, a bit at a time, until they are transformed. Until we are transformed. Into that which knows only its own joyful in-the-flow creative self.

Into what was there all along. Truth.

(okay, as promised, the TV show was Buffy the Vampire Slayer, and the episode was called – yep – “Lie to Me.”)